so...

there's this boy. and he makes me smile. and i know its dumb, and a little pathetic, and SO not me. but I'm smiling... and dare I say, happy?! I know I'm not the kind of girl to let it last. I know I'll figure out a way, through his flaws or my own, to get out eventually. thats what i do. its who i am. but... i'm kinda hoping to break that cycle. i'm kinda hoping that recognizing it, means stopping it. keep your fingers crossed. all the gory details later! :)